Few clarifications to be made.

Probably my previous entry sounds sad, but anyway nothing is wrong with boyfriend and me.
We are fine.
Thanks for the care and concern that friends gave, and to text me to ask about it, sorry to let you all worry.
I assure all of you, everything is fine.


What i wanted to say in the previous entry was i'm not going to blog anymore.

And the picture i posted is nothing to link with why i'm not going to blog.

There is totally no link with i'm not blogging and boyfriend's picture.
Is just a random picture and i edited and i feel like posting.


Yea. So this entry marks the official entry that i won't be blogging anymore.

I wont be closing down this blog, i'll just leave it as it is right now.

Yeap. Clarifications made! :)



I LOVE BOYFRIEND!

Before i abandoned this place,

my last entry to iLs.

Happy Birthday to birthday boy!
Though last year i miss your birthday, forgot to wish you, clean forgotten everything,
BUT
this year i made some improvements!
I remembered ok! :)


C356 UT today.
SCREWED it!
Studied so hard and screwed it cause i cursed myself!

Today's lesson taught me that i should start to hide my feelings and thoughts away from you.
No real me in front of you.






Club anyone? :)

I'm in school.
Tired and bored at the same time.
Going to have UT later on, and FYP after that.
Is this what a student should be going through.
So drained.
Shall stop whining.


Posting beauty tips soon! :)

Unlock again.
Laughs!
I just feel like locking it. :) (mind you, that's my blog, me got the rights!)


On i think 15th June, was HAPPY 1 YR FRIENDSHIP DAY FOR PENGUIN, SHUSHU & me.


Yea, 1 year has pass so fast!
Though people always say should look forward to the future, but i like to look back at 2008.
Cause i really enjoyed myself with the mobile friends and my lovely boyfriend and later part usual suspects.


And the one year, i see friends come-and-go.
I wouldnt put all the blame on others, and i do admit for some, i was the one to blame, did not managed my time well.
Thus through all these, i can tell who are the ones who are willing to stand by you even if your time isnt manage well, even if i am the LOUSIEST friend on earth ok!


Yea, those people should know who they are, i believe they are able to identify themselves out. :)


For those who are still close to the heart, and standing by me, i am trying to do my best in managing my time well, but even if i failed to do so, i seek to be forgiven.


Put a stop to all those stuffs.


JB with boyfriend!
Yay, I LOVE!


I dunno why i like to go JB so much.
Probably the food? the stuffs? the magazines? the clothes? the cosmetics? the currencies?
BUT I THINK THE MAIN THING I LOVE TO GO JB WITH BOYFRIEND SO MUCH BECAUSE NO ONE IS ABLE TO GET US ON OUR MOBILE SO NO OUTSIDE DISTURBANCE!
Probably only those important calls and messages, but definitely not those unnessary ones.

Am i smart to think of this! *laughs*


But that's not the whole of it obviously, that's the biggest part only!
And those tiny weeny parts are cause of the what i mention above.


I assure you if we are in Singapore, there's bound to be calls, texts and also might bump into someone on the road, not that i dislike it or what, but sometimes when you just need time alone, consider my way! *winks*


And i know shushu will read, i've thought it through.
I will live it the way it is, i will try not to complain much.
Cause i know what i want. :)


And this is for my penguin, now you feel what and how i feel the other time at Changi?
The agony inside and you just plainly can do nothing about it!
No throwing temper, no showing upsetting faces, no this and no that and have to put on a super sincere smile(call me hypocrite for that!) even if the upsetting you is erupting inside!

DAMN! I know how you are feeling, but i didnt feel much less and i think my opponent was a tough one man!


And this is for Clara, I MISS YOU! this is just for you and only you! No other friends enjoy that previlege! :)



that's it earthlings.
Have a great night.



you are really god's gift to me.

Labels: appreciating god's gift.

boring weekend

oh well! busy week ahead, shall save some time for myself now.




i dun need someone there in my life as a vase.

Down with fever, flu, sore throat and menses cramp!
COMBOS!!!



Sorry to those who i said to meet today, but cancelled last minute, am really sick to step out.



I miss brother, he's away for his camp!
*argh!* why of all the time when i'm sick!? >.<


Mum still not back yet!
I've been home alone for the entire day!!!!!!
how sad! >.<



& i miss my goody friends!!



Father's Day tomorrow!
I havent prepare any gifts for dad yet!! >.<
Dunno what to get either, but anyway wont be celebrating, might be joining goody friend's celebration! LOL! Since she asked me along!



And i realised, is been long since i last see JJ bud!
mia again? lol!


i miss penguin too >.<
is been the longest of time since i last see her and talked to her!!
i need to talk to you penguin!! >.<


at least right now i still talk to Rene!
hey hey! :)

sick of being sick! =(



& i love boyfriend =)

Shoot with Fang today at Botanic Garden again.
It was super HOT!
I cant stand the weather nowadays lo, it's like i'm gonna get burnt soon! (chao tah chao tah! >.<) We were late again! So sorry! >.<





Supposedly to meet Fang earlier and wanted to go get my new passport from ICA, but i keep dragging since last Friday.
Great! Till now, i still have yet to collect my passport!
Cause the operating hours of ICA is the god damn time that the sun is the most scorching!
I felt so reluctant to step out of house! *excuses, i'm just plain lazy! lol!*


Anyway lots of things happen today!
WOW!


1. Was at the shoot location, and in the middle of the shoot, these 2 ladies approached me and asked me in Chinese. Wait! i have to clarify this first! No offence against any religion! Then the Caucasian lady started talking to me in Chinese! *amaze!* cause it's very fluent chinese! i think better than mine! >.<>